When is the right time to tell them.
And what do you even say?!

"We like eachother, and I'm hoping we can maybe start something special, so I guess I should let you know I suffer from depression and am trying to get over my self harming habits, so when we have sex you'll see all the ugly scars that are usually hidden by clothes. How do you feel about that?"
FUCK THAT.

Sure fire way to scare everyone away.

It amazes me how ignorant and narrow minded people are, but then again, who wants to be stuck with a 'psycho bitch'? And why go for the girl who's destroyed her once beautiful body with ugly red scars, when you can have that prettier, healthier in the mind girl who will look better and probably not take so much effort to look after.

You know, it would seriously make a change, to find someone who is interested in loving me and making me happy, not someone who wants to have sex with me because I'm enigmatic and mysterious, because I'm that psycho chick who's likely to try the kinkiest shit ever. And who's not right in the head, so she won't be bothered by a load of mindless sex.
Society already single her out so why would it bother her being labelled as a whore?

I've never felt like I needed someone so much.
But at the same time, do I ever want to fall in love again? After getting my heart ripped out and stamped on? After being used the whole time? After looking and feeling like the biggest idiot ever. After being the last to notice what was actually going on. After giving my heart and soul to someone who didn't even want it, it was just convenient for him.

He could have killed me.

Is there anyone out there who wouldn't lie to me or cheat on me, who would treat me like a princess and love me the same way back. Make me laugh, give me cuddles when I feel like shit, and think I'm fucking awesome the way I am?
I'm starting to doubt it.