I'm more than aware that moving over here for the summer was for the best, and it's actually been pretty fun, despite the insane amount of time I've spent working.
It's not easy working the hours I do, and I feel pretty tired a lot, but at least I'm earning money and not fucking things up for myself.
Found a better job over here, staying in a fucking big house and got my room all nice, and I made a good move leaving the Dunollie, in my opinion.
But I feel like I've had enough. I think of everyone in Thurso and I hear myself say 'I'm done, I can't do this anymore'.
I get on well with plenty people over here, but nobody I can really call a good friend. Not like in Thurso. I have so many good friends there, and I feel like I need them. I feel lonely here, even though I class Skye as 'home'. It's so special to me, but I don't have anybody here, not really. I have family and a few friends, yeah. But I need my people back in Thurso.
Just under 7 weeks before I get back to Thurso. I wanna start college again, and not fuck it up this time. I want to get over my depression. I want to start again.
I can't wai to get my life back on track.